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AviaWilliam

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  1. On 5/7/2022 at 3:23 PM, roboticanary said:

    eh, I was a nerd doing physics stuff so it was kind of expected that I'd have the dating skills of a damp lettuce.

    slightly annoying and I certainly felt the pressure to conform. To me it was more annoying the amount of respect some people got from the adults around if they put on a show of being a gentlemanly young man to their partner. 

    "damp lettuce"

    I felt the same way with my first relationship, I had to act like a decently mature adult, being a gentleman as you put it. I didn't like it, (the relationship I mean).

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    On 5/6/2022 at 7:59 AM, AviaWilliam said:

    (by the way, all this is coming from an IB school in Maryland. Should be top quality but well.....)

    16 hours ago, BuySomeCheese said:

    Oh yo I’m also at an IB school!! Fairly far away from y’all in terms of location though XD

    On 5/8/2022 at 5:16 AM, _pc_ said:

    Also, I go to an ib school somewhere around that part of the country too

     

    Dang I didn't expect two other IB students, I would have been surprised if we all went to the same school but @BuySomeCheese is probably halfway around the US.

     

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  2. On 5/8/2022 at 5:00 AM, Cocothecoconut said:

    Now i don’t wanna be rude and you don’t have to answer my question. But what made you sex repulsed? 

    Yeah, so my last "relationship" kinda had me being used, we hung out originally hung out and such but after time we strayed away from that, (this was before I was aro & acorosexual.)

    I genuinely did not like how it was going. I tried breaking up. The person threatened to blackmail me, so I kinda had to stay. (in the school at the time I was somewhat liked, not popular by any means. Im very reserved with my personality so it takes a while to make friends for me. I didnt wanna lose my friends.) around this time I gradually started realizing I was being used as an object. The person only invited me over if they were horny. (the person knows when no means no so that's good, Helped me a few times.) The person basically bragged to their friends about me. I genuinely felt more like a possession than a human with this person.

    It sucked. I still see that person every so often in the hallways, I try my hardest not to make contact.  So that is why i'm sex repulsed, (and acorosexual.)

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  3. 5 hours ago, Tinkere said:

     

    Exactly! Once we had a substitute, and we weren’t really very busy. This girl literally dragged me and the dude to the front of the class and tried to “set us up”, and then asked the class if we’d be a cute couple. She basically was prodding me about if i liked him, who/what I liked, etc, it was awful and so embarrassing. The whole week she was going around acting like she “did me a favor” and how I should be grateful… sigh. 

    Agh,  I hate when that happens, I remember once it was during 5th grade with this one girl from another class with other classmates. Not a substitute. They tried setting up some "Marriage" between me and this girl, and said to come at the park on saturday at like 3 or 4 for it to happen. (Guess I left someone at the alter 😅 ) It was by far the most embarrassing thing in my life, until I got over it like a week later. I'm glad I moved away from that school. Shame most of those old people do track (like me) and I see them often during tournaments.

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  4. For me, I used to have a sorta small idea on what it was. My previous "relationship" changed that, I used to be all for the idea of sex. Now I am sex-repulsed. I used to have the idea that if I was more interested in sex than dating, I shouldn't do it. That last relationship kinda ruined the whole idea of sex for me. (With other people.) Now I just cant have those "omg lets have sex." I could before, but now i'm just in a limbo state, my last relationship kinda screwed with my head about whether i've been screwed with or if I genuinely lost interest in sexual attraction. 

    It sucks not knowing.

     

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