Throwaway 12

I guess I felt weird about it because I constantly hear that being only sexually attracted to others is bad and if you are like that you a douche a fuckboy or a sociopath for my friend like you mentioned it's actually more that I treat friendship like an exchange of services I get something they get something or i do something for them thank you for responding

I know I have never felt romantic attraction but a lot of you guys feel what you call squishes but I don't feel that either it's only sexual attraction. That's not to say I don't have friends or don't want them but it's more that I want them for a different reason I just have a lot of friends for in case I get bored or if I need help I don't really care about any of them. I don't even know if I should post this reading it over again I'm very obviously the worst of the worst