Funny Individual

Yeah, this might sound weird but a lot of my friends are openly queer(usually bi) and then in general I feel connected to the 'queer community' so I kind of want to fit in. Idk how to explain it, like if I'm looking at attractive people(on instagram for example) I actively feel myself surpressing any thoughts that say 'dang your attractive' to guys but I try to get myself to think 'dang your attractive' if im looking at attractive woman, almost like im trying to convince myself to be more attracted to the same sex....at the end of the day im still ace tho