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7 hours ago, HelloThere said:

YMBAI you like the idea of living by yourself, having a close friend group, or just living with a friend.

YMBAI anyone showing an interest in you just feels incredibly uncomfortable or weird.

YMBAI you were always annoyed when main characters just HAD to date. 

YMBAI you always treated people the same and when you showed kindness to other genders, your parents would act like it was a crush and that just enraged you.

YMBAI you sorta panicked whenever someone showed an interest in you and it felt like some massive burden was just shoved onto your back.

YMBAI you can understand romance at an intellectual level and that’s the limit.

YMBAI you sorta just assume that you’d feel romantic attraction eventually but you don’t really enjoy the idea that much.

YMBAI falling in love doesn’t excite you that much.

YMBAI having a best friend sounds better to you than a romantic partner.

I especially feel the burden about someone being interested in me. Tomorrow I have to essentially let them down as gently as I can because it’s just not a comfortable situation for me. 

On 5/19/2023 at 12:12 PM, HelloThere said:

That’s happened to me before, it’s creepy and to say the least anxiety inducing. I mean I just anxiously broke down when some girl tried to ask for my phone number because then everyone else in class said to hand it over.

It really is creepy! I’ve been keeping my responses short to see if that’ll dissuade them but it’s not working 😩I have to be upfront with them soon. 

You get anxiety from someone giving you constant attention because they’re interested in you.