P4R4D0X Posted September 29 Posted September 29 1 hour ago, tiger_hoods12 said: I just hate people. Saammmmmeeeeeeeee 1 Quote
organs and bone Posted September 29 Posted September 29 so fuckigm tired wonder if im iron deficient 1 Quote
SkyTuneRein Posted October 1 Posted October 1 (edited) Some people in my life really need a life and to get out of my life. Edited October 1 by SkyTuneRein 1 Quote
P4R4D0X Posted October 2 Posted October 2 I might have ADHD. Also I lack emotional empathy according to my peers and I kinda agree. 2 Quote
DeltaAro Posted October 3 Posted October 3 🇸🇪 considers ending poverty by banning begging. Again, a very enlightened and moral policy … NOT. There's so much growing callousness in this world, it becomes slowly like one of Kafka's nightmares. At first, I thought it was just a phase, but there's no end in sight. 1 Quote
kira- Posted October 3 Posted October 3 people irl are infuriating. and loud. and don’t make a ton of sense. same with most social situations. and compared to them i’m wired. the autism is making a lot more sense as time goes by. also attraction? i don’t think have much if not any of it. not any of the types. this also makes a lot of sense, unlike my gender. same with my small circle irl. there’s four people including me, 95% of the time it’s like a three person friend group with this weird quiet kid dressed in black tagging along. most stuff is planned without me. that’s fine though, most of of the time i don’t want any interaction with people irl outside of necessity and hobbies, i kind of just like to tag along and observe though. im also perceived as rude a lot, when really i’m not trying to be, it usually just stems from honesty or just not caring. people online aren’t as annoying to deal with. i can take as long as i want to formulate a response and don’t have to deal with a social situation. there are times when irl interaction is more convenient, though that can be solved by a call. unfortunate there are no “visual” cues through online communication that aren’t viewed as passive aggressive, where i can just listen to someone and they don’t think i’m ignoring them. idk what this is. just wanted to get my thoughts out somewhere besides my notes app i guess. 4 Quote
P4R4D0X Posted October 4 Posted October 4 9 hours ago, kira- said: people irl are infuriating. and loud. and don’t make a ton of sense. same with most social situations. and compared to them i’m wired. the autism is making a lot more sense as time goes by. also attraction? i don’t think have much if not any of it. not any of the types. this also makes a lot of sense, unlike my gender. same with my small circle irl. there’s four people including me, 95% of the time it’s like a three person friend group with this weird quiet kid dressed in black tagging along. most stuff is planned without me. that’s fine though, most of of the time i don’t want any interaction with people irl outside of necessity and hobbies, i kind of just like to tag along and observe though. im also perceived as rude a lot, when really i’m not trying to be, it usually just stems from honesty or just not caring. people online aren’t as annoying to deal with. i can take as long as i want to formulate a response and don’t have to deal with a social situation. there are times when irl interaction is more convenient, though that can be solved by a call. unfortunate there are no “visual” cues through online communication that aren’t viewed as passive aggressive, where i can just listen to someone and they don’t think i’m ignoring them. idk what this is. just wanted to get my thoughts out somewhere besides my notes app i guess. Relatable 🥲 How come "I want to die" has become a joke? Like, how does that even happen? 2 Quote
kira- Posted October 4 Posted October 4 1 hour ago, P4R4D0X said: Relatable 🥲 How come "I want to die" has become a joke? Like, how does that even happen? there’s two people i see saying it: undiagnosed depression with a love of self deprecating humor, and the average high schooler when they get assigned a project they don’t wanna do or have lots of homework. most likely for the same reason other extremes have been adopted into slang, such as how so many people say stuff like “i’m so ocd” to describe a general neatness and orderly behavior and as a result that’s been watered down to just that and perfectionism. 1 Quote
An Aro Passes Bi Posted October 11 Posted October 11 (edited) Every potential career path I can think of either strikes me as tedious or something that I don’t have the necessary talent/skill/drive for. I feel like I’m so behind compared to my peers, like they all have something I don’t—there’s this substance to them, like even the shitty ones have a certain humanness to them that I find lacking within myself. Even though I know it’s not true and that these feelings aren’t based in reality, it feels like my life is emptier than theirs—like I’m emptier than them. Idk what to do about it except for listen to The Maybe Man album on loop and vent abt it online The really annoying thing is that anyone else with my life would be having a way better time than me—my life is genuinely good, I’m the one who doesn’t know how to live it, or live period tbh. Edited October 11 by An Aro Passes Bi Quote
P4R4D0X Posted October 14 Posted October 14 (edited) On 10/4/2024 at 12:27 AM, kira- said: there’s two people i see saying it: undiagnosed depression with a love of self deprecating humor, and the average high schooler when they get assigned a project they don’t wanna do or have lots of homework. most likely for the same reason other extremes have been adopted into slang, such as how so many people say stuff like “i’m so ocd” to describe a general neatness and orderly behavior and as a result that’s been watered down to just that and perfectionism. "The average highschooler" lmao (not me waking up at 4 to check here and finish my math and english homework) The way people just collapse different mental illnesses and neurodiverse people is... strange, to say the least. Depression isn't just being very sad OCD isn't just perfectionism and being very organized Autism isn't just 'being weird' Yes, sometimes people with these conditions can sometimes be this way, but there are plenty of 'normal' people who can be this way as well. On 10/10/2024 at 10:12 PM, An Aro Passes Bi said: Every potential career path I can think of either strikes me as tedious or something that I don’t have the necessary talent/skill/drive for. I feel like I’m so behind compared to my peers, like they all have something I don’t—there’s this substance to them, like even the shitty ones have a certain humanness to them that I find lacking within myself. Even though I know it’s not true and that these feelings aren’t based in reality, it feels like my life is emptier than theirs—like I’m emptier than them. Idk what to do about it except for listen to The Maybe Man album on loop and vent abt it online Same... People call me 'robotic' because I lack something that makes the 'humans' humans . Maybe it's the motivation I lack, maybe it's the desire to form deep emotional connections with other 'humans' that I am missing. Honestly I thought being born from two Homo Sapiens would qualify as being human but nOoOo not if Society™ has a say on it. (I like your username btw) My one academic weakness is English, and of course it's the one that all the others are based off of... I. Don't. Like. Essays. Spoiler AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA4AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA Edited October 14 by P4R4D0X 2 Quote
P4R4D0X Posted October 14 Posted October 14 Well, I'm top poster in this thread. Not the best thread to be top poster in. 1 Quote
An Aro Passes Bi Posted October 14 Posted October 14 10 hours ago, P4R4D0X said: My one academic weakness is English, and of course it's the one that all the others are based off of... I. Don't. Like. Essays. Reveal hidden contents AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA4AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA REAL. I enjoy the reading part of English but essays are the worst. Just the thought of writing one makes me want to tear my hair out 10 hours ago, P4R4D0X said: (I like your username btw) Thanks I love puns lol Quote
MulticulturalFarmer Posted October 15 Posted October 15 On 10/3/2024 at 9:30 AM, DeltaAro said: 🇸🇪 considers ending poverty by banning begging. Again, a very enlightened and moral policy … NOT. There's so much growing callousness in this world, it becomes slowly like one of Kafka's nightmares. At first, I thought it was just a phase, but there's no end in sight. Ugh, don't have any if we can't see it! Same with the issues of homelessness in Canada lol. 1 Quote
kira- Posted October 15 Posted October 15 20 hours ago, P4R4D0X said: Same... People call me 'robotic' because I lack something that makes the 'humans' humans . Maybe it's the motivation I lack, maybe it's the desire to form deep emotional connections with other 'humans' that I am missing. Honestly I thought being born from two Homo Sapiens would qualify as being human but nOoOo not if Society™ has a say on it. on this, people always think i’m gonna k@ll them or i personally hate them (i just dislike most people in general, usually it’s not personal) because of how i look lol (mostly my expression, but the way i’d dress probably doesn’t help). i can also have a very robotic way of moving or doing things which probably adds onto it 1 Quote
tiger_hoods12 Posted October 16 Posted October 16 I hate my mother. She’s terrible and my dad is a terrible communicator. He won’t divorce her or tries to but always puts it on hold. This shit been going on for almost 8 years now. My mom is a terrible mother and a terrible wife. We all deserve better. I want to help him out but he refuses to talk to me about any of it. I understand that things have been hard especially on him, but it’s been hard on me too. I’m probably the only person in the world who could understand how’s he’s feeling. I just wish he would talk to me because, honestly, I need someone to talk to too. 1 Quote
DeltaAro Posted October 17 Posted October 17 On 10/15/2024 at 5:23 AM, MulticulturalFarmer said: Ugh, don't have any if we can't see it! Same with the issues of homelessness in Canada lol. Another totally dystopian proposal, this time from 🇬🇧. Quote Job coaches will visit “seriously” ill patients on mental health wards to try and get them back into work, the Government has said. Well, if you can do regular work, what on earth are you doing in a psych ward? I assume you're there for a reason, so even the utter inhumanity of this program aside, I'd at least worry about safety issues like suicidality or homicidality. Or plain and simple, how is this going to play out in reality? ---- Job Interviewer: “So, your address is … uhm … Bethlem Royal Hospital, Monks Orchard Road, London. Uhm… OK. Hospital? Did they repurpose the building or what?” Job applicant: “Oh no, it still is a hospital. A mental hospital, and I'm a patient there. You don't know it? It's pretty famous and has inspired many horror books and films.” ---- Come on, this is seriously “A Modest Proposal”-like stuff! And how can it be that people vote for the supposedly centre-left party and get stuff like this? What does Labour even stand for? Satire is truly dead. 1 Quote
P4R4D0X Posted October 18 Posted October 18 Why am I still alive? I am wanted dead by so many people right now and they have good reasons for it as well. 2 Quote
organs and bone Posted October 24 Posted October 24 Spoiler I fucking hate my period. Today in the first hour of class I bled through by extra absorbent period underwear. Now it’s cramps and I’m just worried that I wont make it through the day. Hopefully I can go home at lunch. I hate that i can do nothing about it. I hate that women’s care is lame in the U.S. I do want to go on birth control just to stop my period. I’m scared that in a few months birth control may not be an option. I’m in pain, and I’m scared. CW/TW: period / menstruation 1 Quote
tiger_hoods12 Posted October 27 Posted October 27 I’m in a weird state right now where all I want is for people to leave me alone, but at the same time have connections with them. 2 Quote
organs and bone Posted October 27 Posted October 27 45 minutes ago, tiger_hoods12 said: I’m in a weird state right now where all I want is for people to leave me alone, but at the same time have connections with them. I feel the same currently. :c 1 Quote
kira- Posted October 27 Posted October 27 i don’t think i would really care if anyone i knew died. i don’t want any of them to die, but if they did i wouldn’t be sad for too long if at all. maybe it’s because i’m so used to having people cut out of my life that i’ve gotten used to it. 2 1 Quote
tiger_hoods12 Posted October 27 Posted October 27 13 minutes ago, kira- said: i don’t think i would really care if anyone i knew died. i don’t want any of them to die, but if they did i wouldn’t be sad for too long if at all. maybe it’s because i’m so used to having people cut out of my life that i’ve gotten used to it. I weirdly feel the same way. I have felt the same way with the past friendships that I’ve had. And weirdly, I had those exact same thoughts as well. Of course, I wouldn’t want that to happen, and I don’t think those things out of malice, but just because lately past of my friendships I haven’t gotten close to. They didn’t get close to me and I didn’t get close to them. Like I’d be sad that they’re gone and a life was lost but I’d get over it sooner. Again not to be insulting, but I am also used to being cut off by people and cutting people off as well. 1 Quote
organs and bone Posted October 29 Posted October 29 Spoiler I think something is really wrong 1 Quote
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