starry

In my 14 years of living, i’ve never had a crush and i don’t see myself in a romantic relationship in the future. Sometimes i want to be in one just to see how it feels like but that’s it. Reading about romance stuff is okay but if i think about actually doing it myself like kissing, holding hands etc, i cringe kind of? Sorry if that doesn’t make sense. Most of my friends have had at least a crush and i feel left out and it’s making me frustrated about this. Please help me i’m confused :(