CosmicStray21

meatballs

you have to be constantly dancing whilst terraforming I can see and visit people's dreams

I never thought I actually was arospec to begin with, but the more I gradually looked into it, the more I realised how much I don't relate to traditional expectations of society when it comes to love- such as "love at first sight" (how??) marriage (weddings are just fun to go to, that's all for me) spending the rest of your life with someone (seems alien to me) and that even with people I have been interested in, I have never fell in love with them, and could recognise "infatuation" versus "love". For me its kind of conflicting, because I do want to be close to someone, but more so in a way that they are just a close companion to rely on, rather than all that romance stuff. And I don't really relate to the idea of dating, either. I was deeply interested in someone before, because he was kind to me a few times, but honestly I just deeply admired him for the way he looked and I just liked being in his vicinity. But I never went as far as to thinking I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him, just be close to him. It made me really question the labels I put on myself. Labels aren't concrete, but they are as valid as how comfortable you are with them in the moment. I also love seeing romance in literature and film, but do get a little annoyed when it goes round in circles, or there's just never ending problems surrounding that romance, or when people do stupid things in relationships (such as cheating) that make absolutely no sense. So yeah, kind of complicated, but I'm comfy at the moment!