Okay, so this response might become irrelevant later, since my church will no longer be a church on 8/14/22. My denomination is (I think...) the Prespyterian (i spelled that wrong) Church of America. I could be wrong, though. And yes, it does say that. But, and I'm sorry if I'm nitpicking here, but Aromanticism and Asexuality is defined as "feeling little to no romantic/sexual attraction." So where I'm confused is that how am I sort of unable to feel this attraction if God created it for humans? My mom said that God created sex as a holy thing for married couples. But I'm kind of terrified of the idea of doing it myself, or anything remotely close to that. And another part of my struggle is that when I told my dad that I didn't want to ever get married/date/have a romantic relationship, he didn't believe me and seemed dissappointed. That's when I knew I would have to stay in the closet. I'm 99% sure I'm Aroace, but how can I ever come out to the people I care about? My friends have been trying for months now to get me to tell them my "type." It's annoying, but I can't tell them because I'm scared of rejection. But I can't leave them because I know they mean well, and honestly I love them so much.
Haha, nuns are a different type of christianity. It's not a big deal, but it's also expected. Everyone in my church expects me to eventually get into a relationship. I don't want that. And for the God being loving part, well... It's complicated. It's not easy to explain and even harder to understand if you're not in the Christian community. I wish I could explain it, but its 8:45 pm and I'm too tired. Also, I can't find a new religion. I still want to be a Christian (and I've been one all my life) and I've never found another religion that I agree with.
Thank you. I'm not sure if this helps, but I appreciate the thought! <3
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Thank you all for the support!!!