hi so im 16 and im like 90% sure im aroace bc i’ve never had a crush before and such but i really really don’t want to be like i want a boyfriend or girlfriend so bad and i want to be in a relationship. and i don’t even think just platonically like kissing and having sex doesn’t gross me out like other aroace people do and its something i want to do. i want to like someone so bad and i think i always have. i want a husband/possibly wife and have kids and i want to get married and i want to love someone more than anything. but i don’t and i think that’s rlly hard for me to understand yk? i don’t know how to come to terms with a future i probably can’t have.
