louser

i have a platonic crush on one of my friends so like i think about being close with him all the time and doing intimate stuff like kissing and cuddling and sex but he's allo so im too nervous to bring it up to him cause i dunno if he would be uncomfortable with that since its not romantic at all. its not something that can even really be done anyways cause he lives in another state but i think about him a lot and im just not sure what to do about it.