Hi, so I am new here. And I've got a thing to say. So amidst the pandemic, I started questioning my gender/sexuality.
Before, I had lots of crushes but I realized that they are just for fun and I got carried away by the teasing. I don't really have feelings for them but I keep lying to myself that I have a crush on them. And then, people keep questioning me if ever I wanted to move to another level with a crush so I cowered away cuz I don't want a relationship. Never have wanted one. Because I don't really have feelings for them. And whenever I view romantic relationships, I get goosebumps and wondered how the hell does one works. I can't imagine myself being in one.
So I discovered that I might be an aromantic person which I grew to love that thought. But the people around me keep saying maybe because I haven't found "the one" yet when the truth is, I don't want to find "the one".
I don't know anymore...
