I was in a relationship 5 times actually, but all fell out because I didn't love any of them.
I would be really excited jumping into the relationship, maybe because to me it was the same as someone considering me their best friend. But, the problem was that usually, a month into any of the relationships, was when they would start professing their full on romantic love. The problem was that I just couldn't match their love intensity. In the end I only saw them all as really good friends. Of course no one understood how I felt, and each one of them would say I was friendzoning them. I mean, I guess I did but not intentionally, I really wished I could love someone back the way all of my past partners did but I just really can't.