hi,
I know it's difficult to accept yourself as aromantic. But even if you are aro that doesn't have to mean you will be alone your whole life. Maybe try looking out for a qpr. Personally, strolling around on the forum and reading old threads helped a lot because I recognized that there are other people out there like me. Give yourself time and be proud who you are
(*concerning other people talking about romance I also have no clue how to handle it)