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  1. Constanze
    That it is meant to be love is quite obvious and so is that many people express it through 'being touchy' etc. But that's exactly it, you yourself kept it very vague. 'love is kissing, having a relationship' To me it just seems like a lot of people have a relationship to not be alone and to not be the odd one out if they are single for a certain time. So it's not the idea of it that I don't get, it's the reality almost always not representing this idea. What I see does not seem like something I'd want to call 'love'
  2. Constanze

    Today I had the sudden urge to learn about physics so despite having a ton of other things I technically should prioritize, I started studying it and it was quite interesting. And I mean, better than not learning anything at all. 

    1. MulticulturalFarmer

      MulticulturalFarmer

      Me too. I do this sometimes with neuroscience, economics, or anything with a ton of math in it, even though I have assignments from other subjects/things at work that I need to do. Hit me up if you wanna chat about this obsessive tendency..

  3. Constanze

    Somehow I managed to do 70% of what I've been pushing back for months on end within less than a day. What the hell, am I not actually a lost case? Is this it? Am I going to stop procrastinating now that I've recognized my own true genius? nah lmao

  4. Constanze
    I understand, it's hard to find someone with a similar mindset like this, that prioritize intellect, wether worldviews and wants align and all that. It seems so forced sometimes too, like everyone has a partner just because it is what they think is proper and like they can't function without someone else. What you said about friends is very true too, but I am a person that is very introverted and only has a few well picked friends, so I'm not often bothered by this. I have so many interests on my own that I don't feel like I depend on having any kind of relationship, romantic or not.
  5. Constanze

    I am aromantic, I don't really like children, I have almost no mother instincts and am just my best self on my own. I think that means I'm more than ready to be a vodka aunt, just with science and books. Actually, I'll take the alcohol too. 

    1. aro_elise

      aro_elise

      nice, i'm aro and child-free too, love the freedom 

  6. Constanze
    To me romance is the expression of love through actions and words. You genuinely care about them, want to spent time with them. But to be quite honest, I have a hard time grasping the concept of love and romance. So much of it seems irrational and idealized. To me long term relationships are based on being used to each other, I don't understand how anyone can feel honest interest, lust or affection for someone else, at least not longer than the flutter in the beginning. Don't get me wrong, I have tried, but it just seems to not be for me. I feel more happy, more energetic, more productive and just all around good being on my own and even if a relationship has several perks, like sharing difficulties and comfort, it doesn't seem like something to want. Maybe I will meet someone that'll feel different, maybe I won't. For now, I am happy to accept this characteristic of mine.
  7. Constanze

    I am relatively sure that I can't feel romantic 'love', but I am annoyed that I am still sometimes attracted to people or find their personalities attractive. It makes me feel like an impostor even if I'm not contradicting myself at all. 

  8. Constanze

    Executive Disfunction is hitting me hard, I'm hoping to be able to hype myself into productivity by tomorrow. Which is pretty ironic. 

  9. Constanze

    I feel some excess energy in my body, so I will probably stay up tonight and hunt for knowledge to suck up. I'll have to prepare a large coffee early so it's nice and ice cold when I actually get to it. 

  10. Constanze

    Today I watched some videos about how some asexuals view themselves. I've never done that before and it was interesting, but I didn't really find myself there. Maybe that's a good thing though, that I have enough introspection to know what I feel and want differs from that slightly. 

  11. Constanze

    Today I wanted to mention a dear childhood memory to a friend. She excitedly thought I was going to tell her that I have a boyfriend. I have to smile thinking about it now. No.

  12. Constanze

    The snow keeps piling up, I hope it will stay for a few days. The lake nearby even froze over, we enjoyed a refreshing walk through the winter atmosphere. I sure missed this kind of winter.

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