Raindrops

All I Want For Christmas Is You is one of my favourites. ? Makes me want to get up and dance! Feliz Navidad makes me sing along every time. ?

I'm in my late twenties and realized it pretty recently. Honestly it was something I never even thought about before, so. ?

Oh absolutely. I love coming up with romantic stories. ?

To younger me: FIGHT BACK! Fight those bullies, punch them, kick them, don't you dare let them destroy your mental and physical health! It really sucked for me! ? I really regret being quiet and scared. My mother has even informed me that she wouldn't have been mad if I'd been expelled for fighting back against bullies. I would've just been transferred to a new school. ?‍♀️

I love romance. Reading about it, watching it, it all seems so adorable, to be attached to someone in that way. But I'm just not capable of it myself. ? In practice it is so, so boring.

I'm the youngest of four. None of my siblings have any LGBT signs. Got a gay cousin though, which a few of us seem to have. ?

Bleh.

It does feel quiet, haha. ? I'm sure I'll feel at home though.

I am afraid of having no family or friends left in the future, couldn't care less about someone to smooch with. ?

For me it wasn't until my late teens when I had my first "relationships". I love romance in fiction so I was looking forward to feeling it myself, but it never came. I acted the part, but the whole time I felt stressed and bored. I wanted to just be close, be friends, and I thought more about what would happen if I were to have sex rather than any future with the person. Once we would part ways for the day I would feel relieved. ?

Aro vegan here! ? I was on the standard diet up til about five years ago, when I went vegan overnight.

I come from AVEN. ? I'm fairly certain I'm aromantic, but my sexuality is still up for debate. Nice to meet you!