I see a lot of people talking about how they reacted really poorly to romance in movies and such; I actually was the opposite and I still think it was a sign.
I really didn’t care... at all. I remember other kids acting like it was a really big deal. I always viewed it so clinically- it was just a thing. I suppose I always saw it as an inevitable and mundane part of life.
I actually used to think I had crushes, turns out it’s not a crush if you choose someone and then never think about them. One of the main things that prompted me to accept my identity was that once I accepted that I may not want a relationship, I never considered a relationship with anyone again. It was never natural and apparently it is for others.
Also, as a young child, I apparently once told my mother marriage is just choosing someone to get fat with. So...