Everything what I've wanted for 7 years is a real friendship. The real friendship, where I will be understood. I've never met someone like me - about 18 years old acearo Christian(I'm catholic). For me friendship is almost the most important thing in my life(more important is only my passion, which is better friend for me that any human has ever been, but you know, passion is not human) and the best relation in the world, but I haven't found anyone that I would tell him everything and he will be understand or just really support me, if he wouldn't understand. I just feel so lonely, only because I don't want sex, to hold hands, kissing etc..., because everyone have something "better", "funnier", because I think I'm the victim of time, everyone around me changed and wants something that for me is not to understand and I just don't like it(I mean relationship all the time). And that's why I have to be lonely? Because for someone I never can be as important as that someone is important to me and I just feel treated unfair?