Robin1726

Hello to whoever is reading this! My names Robin. I apologize in advance if my grammar/spelling is bad. I'm not really sure what I'm feeling is love because I've felt this way about alot of people before and still do. Basically I see certain people and think "wow they're pretty, maybe I like them" and then I usually think about them alot and that's just been my definition of a crush. So I always assumed that's what a crush was but when I was little a few of my friends described what having a crush was like so I just kinda played along and always thought that was what I was feeling was a crush. So I left it at that and then recently I started thinking about it again because just last year I was introduced to the LGBTQ community and started identifying as a nonbinary pansexual. Late last year I was introduced to the term aromantic and have been looking at some stuff on the aro spectrum. For a while I thought I was greyromantic but just kinda forgot about it. I'm interested in romantic relationships but just even thinking of kissing makes me want to gag. I'm pretty young to be trying to figure this all out so soon and I'm aware I have my whole life ahead of me to figure it out but it bothers be that I dont have a place to belong or a word I can use to describe what I'm feeling. Hope this all made sence