Idk I'm Confused

1883 Don't give up, we've got some work to do

A child no

I've always wanted a QPR, just someone to live my life, share secrets, making jokes noone can understand. You know, a QPR. I don't know why but I can only imagine this relationship with a guy. I go along with girls better, because I'm not that shy around them, but even having a guy friends sounds great. Boys just seem way more fun. I don't like girls in class, school, anywhere. Especially with makeup, fake nails, pop music, instagram stories looking so alike, they're all the same and I just don't understand. Now, I know this is just overgeneralizing, but tell me you don't know any girls like that. Guys are just vibin'. I don't even find girls aesthetically attractive. Only lesbians and tomboys, and I could imagine a QPR with them too now that I think about it. So if anyone knows tf is going on, please let me know or just share your experience/opinion. Also please don't imagine me just walking down the hall and just look at every girl with hatred in my eyes. Some girls are great, K? I have girl friends. Some girls are worth worshiping.

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YMBAI the only person ever giving you butterflies in your stomach is a dentist, because you're scared. YMBAI you thing "wow this song rocks" and then you look up the lyrics and are bitterly disappointed because the whole meaning is "i love you. please marry me" and you're just like eww why did they ruin a perfectly good song?