TheRealShotoTodoroki

I always had this “crush” on this one person, and over time... that slowly slipped away... in a good way, we are really close friends... I don’t want anything more, and I guess I just always assumed that it was a crush, AND THEN... I found a he LGBT community, and I started having more and more supposed crushes on girls and boys, and anyone... so I came out as bisexual...but... that title didn’t feel right, I felt like the community, but any attraction I had to anyone was gone very quickly after I befriended them... so I dug through the titles and found aromantic... it was perfect, but there were a few things that I didn’t understand, like how I couldn’t feel romantic attraction, but grew up with romance, and hallmark, and... well... love. And it didn’t bother me whatsoever, I enjoyed the idea, but anyone that I “liked” I never wanted to kiss, or hold hands with, but consulted hugging sounded like an option... it was almost like the version of kissing for me is hugging... it’s the highest level of love I’ve ever been able to reach...(side topic, there is this one person at school who will just walk up to you, and hug you, without your consent, and now it makes sense, I never liked this because I only hug the people I love the most...)so I kept digging, and found the term Cupioromantic, and I feel at peace with these definitions because this defonition describes me perfectly but I’m also kinda upset, because I haven’t found any actors, actresses, or characters represented as Cupioromantic...

I LOVE ANYTHING ROMANTIC, I LIVE OFF OF HALLMARK, AND SHIPS!!! Well, I obviously love everything about it, but I don’t like the breakups and rejection... and awkwardness. I used to have a crush on this one boy, and we became really close friends, but now I don’t think of him as any more than friends...other than holding on to those feeling through heaven and hell, and finally figuring out that even if he did like me back... I would feel repulsed, and push him back into the friend zone... As you can see previously, I used to... but I think I held on to that on person so dearly, thinking that it was romantic love that don’t think I ever truly loved anyone... Description of moi... maybe, for like children... I know this one other person that has a crush on me, but I don’t like them back, and it kinda bothers me all the time, I’m worried that someday they will break, and then force me into a relationship with them... I think... but I don’t know how well that would work... I like the idea of a QPR but a romantic relationship might not work... I have a really good imagination, I don’t need to or want to know... I’m fine with being aromantic It just makes me kinda sad... I love romance... I think I can... someday I would like to have kids though, and I don’t want my children to only have one parent... . nah Quote 12. "I think dating sounds like fun" no Am I cupioromantic or Lithromantic?

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