Joaquina

I had two boyfriends in my life I met a guy who was nice and good looking, we had similar interests so I tried to force myself to feel something for him, but it didn't work. We were a couple for only 1 mont and when i broke up with him, his friends hated me. My friends were also dissapointed and some of them told me that i was cold, selfish and toxic I'm currently in a relationship but I don't feel romantic love for him, I just apreciate him a lot and i like pass time with him. When we kiss or hug, i don't feel anything. I feel traped in something I don't like. I asked my friends for advice and they told me that i have to let my feelings flow and don't be so "cold"