- as child I pushed certain people of the opposite sex away from me because I was afraid they have a crush on me
- in elementary school people around me had crushes and I was only like Why??? We're too young for this shit.
I also did not understand why one girl who felt heartbroken couldn't just get over the guy she liked because I thought he was an asshole anyway
- the first time I was with someone who liked me romantically I felt like I couldn't care less. My friends were still my top priority
- not being curious about my first kiss but grossed out
Oh and I already knew in elementary I don't want to get married and didn't get the fuss about it